"I have this fear that you're going to get bored with me," he tells me quietly. I wish I
could deny it, but I can't. He knows me too well.
"You're beautiful", he whispers. I wish I
could just smile, but I push him away and tell him he's disgusting
instead. He laughs.
How many ways can I say "I'm using you" before he stops saying "I'll be whatever you need"?
As long as you're honest about it, hopefully that will be enough.
ReplyDeleteYou're lucky he cares about you so much. He'll be whatever you need, even if that means he's just being used. He knows that.